[# CoIdpIay: Death and All His Friends]
[Meredith] My mother used to say that for a surgeon,
a day without death is a rare gift.
[fIatIining]
Time of death, 1 1 :53.
[Meredith] Every day we face death.
Every day we lose life.
Time of death, 1 8:36.
Time of death, 1 5:52.
[Meredith] And every day, we're hoping for a stay of execution.
[woman] What do you remember about it?
We were at home.
- You were there? - Yes, I was there.
[woman] It's OK to taIk about it.
Dr. Wyatt, my mother took a scaIpeI and sIiced her wrists in front of me.
I sat on the kitchen fIoor in a pooI of her bIood,
waiting untiI she passed out so I couId caII 91 1 .
It's not OK to taIk about it.
Why did you wait untiI she passed out?
She asked me not to before she sIit her wrists,
so I knew I wouId get in troubIe if I tried to save her Iife.
But you did save her Iife.
She didn't want it saved.
You must be very angry at her.
No.
- Not at her. - Who are you angry at?
[Meredith] We're attached to death.
Chained, like prisoners.
Captives.
- Do you want to dance it out? - No.
- Do you want to drink tequiIa? - No.
Do you want to caII me names, mock me endIessIy?
- No. - I'm trying to cheer you up.
Yeah? WeII, stop it. It's annoying. And it's not working.
I'm deep in the wiIderness here.
Do you want the sparkIe pager?
- That's not funny. - You're sad. ActuaIIy sad.
I know it's the right thing to do to give you the pager.
You're so sad, you're not asking me.
Shiny, shiny pager with Iots of shiny, shiny surgeries.
If I were the kind of person who kissed peopIe, I wouId kiss you.
[bird caIIing]
I tried to change.
Turn over a new Ieaf.
- But the Ieaf isn't turning. - You weren't ready to change.
And that's OK. AdeIe wanted me to change, to retire.
WeII, I'm stiII the chief, and this weekend, I'm moving back home.
- Does AdeIe know that? - She'II be fine. She was wrong.
- I was right. And now we're... - Doing it Iike bunnies. I can't change.
I can't change. I can't change.
Be who you are. I am who I am.
- A man. - A man.
I have a way about me. I'm a man who is who he is.
I have a right to be that man.
I'm not gonna say anything. No judgment.
The man you are sIept with my wife.
And you, you've been on my Iand for six months.
But I got no judgment.
- I'm gonna miss Iiving on the Iand. - It is beautifuI.
- Wanna buy it? - You can't seII this Iand.
You have bIueprints. This is your Iiving room window.
- The house that Derek buiIt. - That's over.
- I'm getting a pIace in town. - But you Iove this Iand.
This Iand and ferry boats are who you are.
A man can change.
I'm seIIing the Iand.
Ferry boats... crash.
- Morning. - Hey. AII right.
Come on.
Can you take my cases this morning? Check in on my post-ops?
- Not coming to work? - I'm gonna hang with Rebecca.
So if you couId cover for me... Hey, take a bite.
[Izzie] Yeah, I'II cover for you.
- AIex, she's not Iooking very good. - She's fine.
Come on. Take a bite.
Dr. BaiIey, I got an answer for you from the chief about your scheduIe.
You're not spending enough hours in the OR,
between cIinic and chief resident work.
I checked with the attendings and naiIed the chief down to a hard count.
You need to spend at Ieast 1 5 to 20 more hours per week in surgery
in order to sit for your boards. ShouId I teII the chief that's possibIe?
Just trying to use my power as the chief's intern for good, so...
- Dr. BaiIey? - Hush. I'm trying to see something.
When I'm trying to see something, I can't do it if you ask me questions.
- What are you trying to see? - Dr. BaiIey, Iisten.
I am reaIIy worried about Ava. I mean Rebecca. I mean AIex.
WeII, AIex and Rebecca.
Who used to be caIIed Ava...
Anyway, Iisten, she's crazy, and I don't mean funny crazy. OK?
Bad crazy, OK?
AIex is home with her, and he's aII, ''Take a bite.''
It's weird and sad and... [sighs]
I want to heIp, I don't know what to do. I need you to teII me what to do.
- What do I do? - She's trying to see something.
She doesn't need you asking questions. What are you trying to see?
The bigger picture.
[# Duffy: Mercy]
[gasping, moaning]
It's just you and me and Erica.
And we're grabbing you, ripping off your cIothes.
And then you're naked. You're so hot.
- And naked. - [pager buzzing]
- And then Erica starts kissing you. - HoId on a minute.
Erica's kissing you Iike you need to be kissed.
And then I pin your hands.
- HoId on. - Above your head.
And then I watch as she uses one finger...
HoId on a minute!
Oh. Oh.
OK, I'm sorry, 'cause that was good for me.
That was reaIIy, reaIIy good for me. Good boy.
But I have a big trauma coming in downstairs,
so we have to do this the fast way.
[gasps]
Every page goes in every set of documents. Miss one, you're on scut.
These are the most promising triaI patients. I don't want mistakes.
- Hard-ass. - Where were you?
- I had to stay with Cristina. - That's so nice.
- Rebecca's at the house. I needed you. - She's crazy.
We've had this discussion, and decided it's not appropriate
- to caII Izzie crazy. She's spirited. - [George] Spirited.
Yeah. Not me! I'm not crazy. Rebecca's crazy.
AIex is pretending she's not. It's...
- HeIIo. - I was just heIping Meredith coIIate.
- I'm on my way to check your patients. - That's fine. Take your time.
- You seem cheerfuI. - I'm gettin' my groove back.
I'm gettin' jiggy with it. I'm gettin' down with the get down.
- Meredith gave me the sparkIe pager. - What?
She needed it for her mojo.
- Ever think I needed it? - [Cristina] You'd waste it.
I need it to get out from under Hahn. I won't have to beg her for OR time
if I have the pager. She's not gonna teach, I'II teach myseIf.
She's just gonna use it for eviI. I... I wouId use it to do good.
And besides, the pager is sacred. Sacred sparkIe.
You can't just give it away. She can't do that.
- I think it's nontransferabIe. - You don't make ruIes.
- But I am the chief's intern. - You're the chief's bitch.
And you have no power. Because the power... is in the pager.
That's the chief with something important and powerfuI.
No need for pagers covered with gIue and gIitter when you work for the chief.
- Rebecca. - Me and my worId-cIass neurosurgeon
are gonna use a cutting-edge technique to save a Iife.
So I don't have time for crazy. Work it out.
[pager beeps]
Ooh, a trauma.
- What do we got? - Not, ''What do we got?''
- What do I got, I don't know. - SparkIe pager ruIes.
- Whatever it is, it's mine now. - What do we have?
- I don't know. SparkIe pager. - No.
You can't sparkIe pager it. It's not her pager.
Yang, it's yours. Stevens, cover the pit.
You voIunteer to oversee Karev's post-ops?
- Yes... - Don't have time for pettiness. Go.
- [Erica] Hey, CaIIie. - Hi. HeIIo, Erica.
- What's the matter? - Nothing. Nothing.
- You Iook aII hot and bothered. - No. It's just,
there's a trauma, and it's reaIIy big. That's aII. It's big.
- It's a big trauma. - You're acting weird.
- She uses one finger... - ReaIIy big trauma.
Torres, it's Iike you never seen a reaIIy big trauma before.
Oh, my.
ReaIIy big trauma.
So how you want to handIe this?
I...
Uh...
HeIp me.
ReaIIy big trauma.
PIease.
HeIp me.
- Look, we were just joking around. - Yeah, it was a dare.
You dared... him to Iay in a vat of cement at a construction site.
Hey, we never thought he'd do it. It's Andy. He never does anything.
- He doesn't have the guts. - In the middIe of the night,
you snuck into a construction site
- and dared your friend... - [girI] He's not our friend.
The four of us, we're friends. But he's not reaIIy our friend.
OK, you dared him to Iie down in concrete.
Nobody made him do it. You're making it sound Iike we did something wrong.
- How Iong? - What?
How Iong did your not friend Iay in that vat of cement unabIe to move
before you four geniuses, you band of brothers,
future Mother Teresas, how Iong did he Iay in that cement
yeIIing that he couIdn't move before you caIIed the poIice?
Yeah. That's what I thought.
The cytopIasmic viraI particIes in the maIignant ceIIs
but not in the normaI tissue.
No idea what you're saying, but it sounds briIIiant. Boring but briIIiant.
- You wanted to spend time together. - I meant the movies or baII games.
But a cIinicaI triaI is just as good.
- Hi. - Hey.
Fr1 904 and trichostatin increases the expression of the virus in the tumor.
Introduce them during the M phase of the ceII cycIe?
- ExactIy. - Champagne with our name written on it.
She understands how briIIiant you are.
OK, so Jeremy West is patient number 1 2,
and patient 1 3 is Beth Monroe. Jeremy is suffering from grand maI seizures,
Beth is paraIyzed on the right side. Who do you want to meet first?
Jeremy's surgery's today, Beth's isn't untiI tomorrow.
- They're young. - Yeah, which makes them resiIient.
- OK. - OK. Bye.
[sighs] CIinicaI triaI, fun.
- So, what do you want to do first? - I don't know.
OK. WeII, what do you want us to do first?
- I don't know. - AII right, Iook, we bIasted him
out of the job site, but we figured, don't bIast too cIose.
This is a Iot of concrete. PIanning on treating him, we need to start.
- So, what do you want to do? - I don't know!
I'm sorry. Uh...
I know I'm not doing my best to instiII a sense of confidence in my abiIities.
It's just that you are trapped
in what I'm guessing is severaI tons of cement,
and I've never seen a boy... How oId are you?
- Nineteen. - Then you're a man.
I've never seen a man trapped in severaI tons of cement before.
But now that I have, I'm gonna figure this out.
I'm gonna work with other surgeons, we'II figure out a pIan
and we're going to save you.
OK, I never, ever promise Iife,
but I'm promising this to you. Do you understand?
- I do. - OK.
I don't know much yet, but the one thing I do know
is that the cement you're encased in is sIowIy Ieeching the water
from your body, and you're gonna need aII the water you can get, so no crying.
You're a strong young man. I know you can do this.
Good. Good.
OK, you're gonna Iive.
I'II make sure that you Iive.
- Here you go. - [grunting]
- HeIIo. - HeIIo.
- [woman] Dr. Grey, is this him? - Him?
- She has a pet name for you. - The SeattIe Grace Brain Butcher.
- Beth. I'm sorry. - Oh, no, that's fine. That's me.
- How do you do? - Nice to meet you.
PIeasure.
Um, that hand's just for show. So come on. How does this work?
You're going to inject a Iive virus into her tumor?
Mm-hmm.
- And that's safe? - The virus is in testing stages.
I've made adjustments that destroy the tumor.
- Hey, tumor destroyers. I Iike that. - Has this ever worked before?
- No. - So I'm your Iab rat.
- Beth. - I'm just saying if this works,
my name wiII go down in the annaIs of some book. That's cooI.
- [man] Not if I beat you to it. - Beth. This is our other patient.
- Jeremy. - You didn't caII.
- Know each other? - I thought you backed out.
As if I'd break our pact? Come here. [Iaughs]
They know each other.
- What is he doing here? - His surgery is this afternoon.
She didn't find this cIinicaI triaI on her own.
Bizarre experimentaI surgery, it had to be Jeremy.
They met when they were both being treated at Mayo Iast year.
They went through chemo, radiation, a support group.
- You don't want them to be together? - Look, we Iike Jeremy.
He's a good kid. I feeI for him that he's going through this aIone,
but we worry about Beth. She thinks that she's in Iove with him.
We just don't want her getting so attached to someone that might...
- Die. - If something happens,
if he doesn't survive, Beth won't want to Iive.
She's my onIy chiId. She has to... She has to want to fight to stay aIive.
- You paged? - Oh, O'MaIIey.
There's a binder on occupationaI medicine articIes in my office.
ShouId be a toxicoIogy section. See if you can find anything on cement.
- Yes, sir. - Let Shepherd or Grey know
- I need to see them. - WiII do.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
My God.
Why...? Wh...?
What is everybody doing standing around here?
- This is what your guys toId us to do. - And exactIy where are my guys?
Work from the outside in! No more time. This is what we have to do.
- I am right. - Why is the patient in there
and aII of you are in here?
Torres is worried about Iimbs.
BaiIey about abdominaI crush.
Dr. SIoan feeIs the burns shouId take the first Iook,
Hahn feeIs the heart and Iung issues are gonna kiII him
- before we get to any of this. - In other words...
- No one can agree on where to start. - I know where to start.
[aII arguing]
Cement's contracting. I don't get in, he couId Iose Iegs and right arm.
I'd Iike to see him without a Iiver.
We'd prefer him to suffer a painfuI death
as the aIkaIine continues to burn through his skin?
You can't chip away. Once his circuIation opens up,
the buiIt-up toxins wiII stop his heart, not to mention rhabdomyoIosis.
- Treat with diaIysis. - Let us work.
- I found an articIe, doesn't say a Iot. - Put in a Swan-Ganz.
- ...usuaIIy at the bottom of a river. - [Erica] You are so wrong.
- I'm so wrong? - You are. Wrong.
- You two working together on this? - Everybody stand down!
We are fighting the cIock. It took one hour for the kids to caII 91 1 .
Three hours for search and rescue to get this guy cut out of the cement.
Less than four to six hours to get him out of cement
and into the OR before he is dead. We are fighting one heII of a cIock.
Every minute counts. We work as a team, or that man dies.
- Do you understand? - Yes, sir. Of course.
Where do you want me, chief?
Find Grey and be her intern for the day. I have too many bodies in the room.
- Patient's name? - [door opens]
Andrew Langston.
- [door cIoses] - OK, Iet's go save his Iife.
Hey.
You intimidate me a IittIe. I mean, you're not an intimidating person,
but the Iegend of Meredith and Derek.
It's... intimidating.
- No Iegend. - He's seIIing his Iand because of you.
- There's a Iegend. - Derek's seIIing his Iand?
He doesn't say it's because of you.
He was making pIans to buiId a house when you were together, and now...
I'm... I'm not trying to... [sighs]
I just reaIIy Iike him.
And you intimidate me.
There's no Iegend.
OK.
Izzie had a question about some post-ops.
[sighs]
- What'd I miss? - What?
The movie. What'd I miss?
- Hey. Hey. - I'm sorry.
Don't be sorry.
I think...
...I wet my pants.
Oh.
Oh, that's, uh... that's OK.
That's... that's OK.
I'II do better. I promise.
Don't worry about it. You're doing fine.
Come on.
I forgot to teII you. Guess who caIIed me.
Carrie from our support group. She didn't sound so good.
Have you taIked to her IateIy?
- No, she... - Oh, God.
Her husband said they tried radiation one Iast time.
He said it was bad.
The Iast day, she didn't even recognize him. And the pain.
She was screaming and begging them to...
He said it was bad.
Yeah.
Hey.
At Ieast we don't have to worry about that. You know?
This surgery wiII work. OK?
And if it doesn't, at Ieast we'II die quick.
[Iaughs]
Yeah, we'II die super-fast and without pain.
Yes.
Dr. Grey, I thought we taIked about changing Beth's room.
It isn't sunny enough in here.
The room is fine, and it's right down the haII from Jeremy.
I'd Iike to move her as soon as possibIe.
Mrs. Monroe, I checked. There aren't any beds avaiIabIe.
Not in a private room.
Mom, why don't you go find Dad?
I can wait for him here.
Mom, why don't you go find Dad so I can kiss Jeremy without you watching?
- It's time Jeremy went back... - I don't understand wh...
[gasping]
Nurse!
I need a nurse. He's seizing!
AII right.
Let's run a second set of Iabs before surgery.
How's Beth? Was she... was she scared? Or...
She's fine.
Chief wants you or Shepherd. He says it's important.
- I'II go. - He put me on you.
- What can I do? How can I heIp? - You can run Iabs for me.
- Labs, that's it? - Yeah. Thanks.
Hi.
- What's that? - [Mark] Pouring vinegar on your fIesh
to minimize burns inside your skin caused by the cement.
I'm burning from the inside out?
I'm dying. I'm dying, aren't I?
Andrew, that word's not aIIowed anymore.
I'm banning that word from your vocabuIary.
Can you move your fingers?
That's very good.
I'm not usuaIIy this dumb.
Most peopIe think I'm pretty smart.
I make the dean's Iist. I tutor.
I'm not... I'm not usuaIIy the guy who's dumb enough
to jump into a tub of cement for a girI.
Wait, not the girI you came in with?
- You did this for her? - LoIa.
The guys dared me. She was watching.
And I...
She was watching.
And now not onIy is she totaIIy unimpressed,
but after I'm gone,
she'II remember me as the idiot who was dumb enough
to jump into a tub of cement.
PeopIe wiII write stories about my idiocy and forward them to friends.
I'm gonna die as a bad e-maiI forward.
Hey. We aII mess up.
I'm the guy who died in a bIock of cement trying to impress a girI.
I'm Iike Han SoIo.
In Star Wars?
He was encased in carbonite?
You wanted to see me?
I got a caII from the IRB.
The nationaI board that oversees and reviews cIinicaI triaIs.
Your cIinicaI triaI.
You've had 1 1 deaths. They're giving you one Iast patient.
You get it today under the wire and hope for the best.
At midnight, if you Iose him, they're gonna shut you down, period.
One Iast patient.
[# The Rosewood Thieves: Heavy Eyes]
You're angry at him. The chief.
- But why? Why am I angry at him? - Because you have opened up your past.
It's Iike you're reIiving it aII now. You're angry with him.
You're angry with your mother. You're angry with yourseIf.
Chief went back to his wife. My mother didn't want to Iive.
He did what he had to do. She did what she had to do.
- Your mother didn't wanna kiII herseIf. - She did.
- How can you be sure? - How can you be? You weren't there.
The answer is right in front of you.
Think about it.
- The IRB is saying I faiIed? - You haven't.
I faiIed. I'II sign the discharge order for Beth.
You can't. This is her Iast shot. You have untiI midnight.
- Jeremy's today. - Move Jeremy's surgery up.
Beth's this afternoon. Fit them in before midnight.
- If I get the dosage right. - CIose. You haven't faiIed.
But are we going too far here? These are peopIe's Iives.
- Is my ego too big here? - Your ego is just the right size.
We can do this.
Two patients.
Bends the ruIes without breaking 'em.
- You'II cIear it with the chief? - Yeah.
- Jeremy's going into surgery soon? - In a coupIe of hours.
- How is he? - Oh, he's stabIe.
Yeah, he's actuaIIy better than stabIe. He caIIed me the angeI of death.
He's good then.
- Can I see him? - Honey, no.
I'II just be gone a few minutes. Can you get me a wheeIchair?
If you're having surgery today, you need to rest. You don't...
We just want to spend some time with you. That's aII.
PIease.
- We're the Iast two. - What?
From our support group.
Jeremy and I are the Iast two stiII aIive.
Hey. Have you seen Cristina?
I've done everything I'm supposed to. She sees me doing nothing,
- not in the mood to get yeIIed at. - With cement boy.
- Cement boy? - Don't bother. Don't need interns.
They don't want interns there. Interns are in the way! I'm not compIaining.
Two minutes of compIaining between me and you. No one has to know.
I have aII this power! SupposedIy.
I supposedIy am imbued with power of being the chief's intern.
But there's a cement boy, and I'm stuck in here,
running Iabs, researching effects of cement on the body
in the vain hopes somebody asks me a question.
I'm not in with the cement boy because, even though I have aII this power,
I can't use it because it's not reaI power.
- It's fake power? - Fake power.
I can go into the chief's office whenever I want.
You know what he has in there? FiIes.
ConfidentiaI on every resident in this hospitaI.
And I'm just aIIowed in, and he's not worried
because he knows and I know that I don't have any reaI power.
I don't have the power to Iook at them!
- Make you feeI better if you couId? - Know what wouId make me feeI better?
If I feeI Iike there was a reason for this, that there was a point.
Oh, God. My poor, poor parents.
How wouId they face anyone at the funeraI?
OK, Andrew, you're gonna make a Iot of mistakes in your Iife,
but mistakes are... They're pieces.
Like this is a fooIish piece, but, you know, it's just a piece.
Be proud of the whoIe picture.
The whoIe picture defines you, not just this one piece.
I'm a Ioser. I'm a Ioser. I'm a Ioser. I'm a Ioser.
- Come on. Andrew. - I'm a Ioser.
Andrew. Hey, Iisten to me. Han SoIo is not a Ioser.
Han SoIo got encased in carbonite, and... and that was a big mess.
Not what he's remembered for. He's remembered as the guy
who made the KesseI run in Iess than 1 2 parsecs,
and who braved temperatures of the ice pIanet Hoth
in order to save someone he cared about from the big, ugIy wampa.
He is remembered as the guy who swooped down,
bIasted Darth Vader out of the sky so that Luke couId use the Force
and destroy the damn Death Star, OK? Leia saved him from the carbonite.
And they feII in Iove and they saved the universe
and had twin Jedi babies that went on to save the universe again.
Now, that's the whoIe picture.
The carbonite, it was just a piece, OK?
So I Iike science-fiction. Got a probIem?
- No. - It's great.
Do what you doing.
[hyperventiIating]
I got Jeremy's Iabs back. Good to go for surgery.
- Chief sign off on that? - Yeah.
Where are you going? Get a wheeIchair.
What are you doing?
M-My mom went to go caII my grandma,
and my dad went to the cafeteria. There wasn't a wheeIchair in my room.
I just want to see Jeremy. PIease.
I don't want the seizure to be the Iast time I see him. PIease.
- I just need to see him. - OK, Iet's go.
Am I going to get to be aIone with Jeremy?
I mean, ''aIone'' aIone?
- AIone? - We've never done it, either of us.
We've been waiting untiI we both were tumor free, but surgery...
Anything couId happen. We can do it, right?
It won't kiII us or anything?
No, no.
- No, it won't kiII you. - I mean, you've done it, right?
- With each other? - I've... He's done...
- He's done it, and I've done it, yeah. - What's it Iike? Is it magicaI?
- Yes. - It can be.
With the right person.
I'm gonna go get you some cIothes. You got shampoo in there?
I don't understand.
I don't understand. I was pregnant.
I was pregnant.
I know I was.
- It's OK. - I don't...
It's OK. You just got confused. That's aII.
You just got confused, OK?
OK.
[# PrisciIIa Ahn: Dream]
I have never in my Iife gotten a patient Iaid, much Iess two patients.
- It's reaIIy sweet. - We're pimps.
Yentas.
- They're so in Iove. - Oh, yeah.
It's aII new and fresh and exciting.
I've never been a fan of new.
I Iike to know the person, their bodies, what makes them moan.
Something happen? Beth isn't in her room.
Oh, weII, that's because I had my intern take her down
- for a pre-op MRI. - Thank God.
I was afraid she was Iying somewhere in pain.
No, she's not in any pain.
We shouId go to the conference room. There's Iots of paperwork
- you haven't fiIIed out. - Thank you.
You bet.
I'II be here, doing my thing.
[Erica] It's at 20 centimeters. InfIate the baIIoon.
- I am. - So then infIate it more.
- Yes, Dr, Hahn. - They Ioosen another piece,
this Ieg sweIIs even more. His pressure is 1 8.
Does he have a puIse with that?
I aIways did enjoy a good game of Twister.
- It's finished. I'm in. - Yang, do not sew that in. HoId it.
I wiII check your work when I'm done.
- Chief, I've gotta do a fasciotomy. - What? A what?
[Richard] ReIieve the pressure in your Ieg or you couId Iose the Iimb.
Don't worry. You probabIy won't feeI a thing.
Oh, God.
Hey, Dr. Stevens. What's going down?
What's going down?
Cristina sparkIe paging me out of cement boy.
AIex not answering the phone. AIex and his insane girIfriend.
AIex! AIex! I'm checking in. CaII me back. God!
- Things we do for peopIe we Iove. - ExactIy. It's...
How'd it go?
- Derek. - What?
How'd it go?
It was, um...
It was amazing. Thank you.
We have to take Jeremy down to the OR now.
OK.
- OK. - OK.
- So I... I'II see you after? - DefiniteIy.
I don't think, um...
I'm not sure you'II be conscious, uh, before we take Beth, so...
So... so I'II see you after your surgery.
[Beth] AII right. See you after.
- Wait, Jer. Wait. - Yeah.
- What if you die? - I won't.
- What if I die? - You won't.
[Beth] OK, but...
You changed my Iife, Jeremy West.
You made it better, you made it brighter, fuII of joy.
- And if I die... - Don't you dare die.
OK?
We're not finished yet.
I'm not finished Ioving you.
OK, go ahead. Go ahead. Get your head chopped open.
I'm right behind you.
Do not kiII him.
- You nervous? - I have my ego to keep me warm.
- Can't you feeI it? - What?
The majesty of Iifesaving.
When did you become an optimist?
SeIIing your Iand.
Trying to move forward.
So am I.
- [Lexie] Who's there? - George O'MaIIey.
- I was paged to the suppIy cIoset. - [Lexie] Are you aIone?
Lexie?
[Lexie] Remember how I said I wasn't a thief?
- I think maybe I am. - AIexandra CaroIine Grey!
I couIdn't heIp it. I had to know. And then once I knew, I knew.
Get these back to the chief's office right now.
I tried to stop reading, but I couIdn't. I have photographic memory,
which is how I got through Harvard Med.
I read aII fiIes. Information is burned into my brain. I read yours.
- No, I don't wanna know. - You faiIed the intern exam
by one point. One point.
The OR is booked and standing by.
Dr. BaiIey, what is it?
[BaiIey] Something...
Something... we're missing.
We're forgetting something.
Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression,
fIuid baIance, eIectroIytes. What is it?
What is it? Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression,
fIuids, eIectroIytes. Gangrene, compartment syndrome,
compression, fIuids, eIectroIytes.
Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, fIuids, eIec...
BIadder. His bIadder.
We've been hydrating him for over four hours now.
- We don't get a catheter in him... - His bIadder's gonna expIode.
Can I have mayo?
See? You have an appetite. That's a good sign.
[ringing]
- [Izzie] Hey. - Hey, Iz. I'II be right back.
- What's going on? - [Izzie] How's Rebecca?
She's fine. What do you need?
- Did she eat? CaII her husband? - [Alex] Iz.
- [Izzie] Don't get mad because I care. - Not caring. Butting in.
- I'm butting in because I care. - [Alex] Know how you care?
By covering me at work, not calling me every hour and asking...
- Hang on. Rebecca? - AIex?
[Alex] Rebecca?
AIex?
[fIatIining]
[# Ingrid MichaeIson: Giving Up]
Time of death, 1 1 :47.
- Rebecca! - [drops phone]
You don't have to say any... thing. Don't say it.
[Izzie] Alex? Are you still there? Alex?
- I'm so sorry. - [Beth] Don't...
Don't say anything.
OK? Don't say anything.
Don't say anything! Don't say anything!
Don't you say anything to me! Don't say anything!
Don't say anything! Don't say anything! Don't say anything!
[sobbing]